He Never Left By Everlecia "Itty" Taylor

“Is he okay? He must be okay. Nobody said anything so he must be okay. Find out how he doing and let me know.”

I was irritated that she didn't have any answers for my questions but when I hung up with Quicie I went back my cheery mode I’d had before because I just knew that Wic was okay. After all it was Wic, my little cousin who was the sweetest ever. I was more than optimistic because not once had I ever heard of him getting in major trouble, last I knew that he was doing well at Kentucky state and progressing in life so I never worried about him, not even after having heard he’d been shot.

I was still in good spirits having had just came back from hearing Tony Gaskins speak and I felt good like I could take over the world after the speech I’d heard. Even when Quicie called back I was good, I had my mouth full of food my cousin Nysa had brought back from a birthday party and I was even more happy that she thought about me, and that I didn't have to make a late night trip to In-N-Out.  By then I was already waiting to hear Quicie say what I already knew, which was that Wic was okay. It was Wic…nothing could be wrong with Wic…Right?

“He gone itty.” Quicie said. And I lost my breath and my appetite with a mouth full of food. 

“Qucie not Wic. Quicie?” I was waiting for her to tell me something else…that he was okay, what I had expected and just knew I would hear. 

“Qucie not Wic! Quicieee Qucieee not Wic!” I said the same three words over and over as the tears started flooding down, then I couldn't control breathe, she had taking my air.

 I rushed out of the side door, I was grasping for air and I needed air.

 I made it down the steps before dropping to my knees. “Quicie not WIc.” I repeated over and over hoping she would change what she said but she didn’t.

“Yes itty, its Wic.”

Not Wic. Not Wic. I could deal and expected that he just got shot and that he could recover, that I would see him at the family reunion or Thanksgiving or even on FaceTime. That he would be okay, but not he was “gone.” No, but the real truth is that he wasn't or isn't gone as Kecie said in her poem, “knowing Wic, he never left” because in our memories, joys, cries, and our souls you’re still here! R.I.P Wali “Wic” Clanton.

Wic, we all miss you so much. I was talking to Grandma earlier and she was saying how it still doesn't feel real after 3 months. It doesn’t, and even now I’m not worried about you because I know Uncle Ali got you, and that I’ll see you again one day in the sky after I’ve grown old and gray, and left a mark on the world that can’t be erase… Until then rest easy baby boy. 

Why Terrence Montgomery Jr should be Denied Bail By Everlecia Taylor

    Until June 19th I had never heard of Terrence Montgomery Jr., and even now as his face floats on news articles I still don't know who he is. All that I know is that he represents pain for my family, the family of Wali Clanton Jr. who was shot and killed on June 13th by Mr. Montgomery, and for the other 4 victims who were also shot and may never mentally recover.
     I believe that this tragedy is an example of many scenarios that happen everyday in our country. Thats why the consequences that Terrence faces will be a wake up to young men and women who dare to make a choice to put themselves in the same shoes by taking another life. His story will be an cautionary tale of what are the true consequences of pulling the trigger. 

    As we all have choices, choices that define who we are, and most importantly we have to live with those choices. Personally I may have never learned my lessons in my life had I never had to face the extreme consequences of my actions. Same thing with Terrence who may never learn his lesson until he can grasp the irreversible action of taking a life, and alternating the path of 4 others, really hundreds of others. As the mother and father of Wali Clanton will never get to see their son accomplish his dream of graduating from college, or the 4 wounded who could never forget being shot, or the 200 other party goers who will be haunted by that night when they simply wanted only to have a fun night out in their teen years, but instead they came out with a terrible experience that which they may never forget.

    Forgive me for putting a lot of emphasis on the ppl who were affected by Terrence's actions, but WE are the ones who won't be at peace until he is charged to the highest degree, because all though his wrong can never been undone, he can serve a purpose to send a message that murder is not something we here in the United States of America take kindly. Lastly I end on the note  that what Terrence Montgomery Jr. choose to do on the night of June 13th has caused a lifetime of damage, as that night he took not one life but two, because he took his own, and he change his the direction of his own life by pulling that trigger.  And that he has to live with.